Loving Auntie...

i forgot about this little thing/amazing thing...

when i arrive in st. george on saturday afternoon,

and had gotten to my house, there was really no one

i was more excited to see then linley.

(sorry everyone else, but you all know the little "bond"

that lulu and i have. she loves me.)

so, of course when i get home, courtney is out by the pool solo.

what the freak court? I thought i said lulu needed to be awake and

ready to see me when i walked through the door.

well since she wasn't, i asked if i needed to go check on her

to see if she was awake, and while i was inside, i'd put on my swim suit.

so courtney, mom and i all head inside to do something, and

courtney goes into her room and then i come downstairs seconds later,

and walk into courtney's room to check on the babe.

well,(this is the amazing part, coming up...)

linley is laying in courtney's bed and i walk over to her and say her name,

and she gets really excited and starts flapping her arms and has a huge smile

on her face. this may not be all that amazing to you, but i hadn't seen her

in a couple weeks, and for most babies, i assume, it takes awhile for the baby

to get to know you again. but the fact that i can just look at her and she knows

who i am is seriously the most amazing feeling in the world.

is this what mothers (new ones probably) feel like everyday?

if so i want a baby now. even though i have no husband i still want a baby now.

but since that option isn't really possibly right this moment, little lulu bell

is good enough for me. (i just hope i will love my own (future) kids more..ha)

but anyway, that's my story. i love this babe so much.

i miss you lulu.

(and we can never seem to take a picture that captures her actually liking me, but i swear, she does...)